AGreetingBeforeFarewell

I live in a world of not my own choosing.
For so long I've been gone, it's my undoing.
I struggled to be in outer of inner.
I've tried to reach out and now I'm the sinner.

Goodbye to you whose facets have rekindled.
Farewell to world of all the pains that mingled.
I dare not pass spiteful tragedy once more.
For fear of ruin in what was once no score.

To think of the end in where one had begun.
In sincerity's fairness, all's but a gun.
Now I shall cease to be instead of being.
For the end is freedom without foreseeing.