FREE VERSE SERIES

I always find hundred reasons everyday not to love you, yet you pull me back in a heart beat.

I don't want to be with you for the rest of my life. Given you're my first in everything. My first love, first heartache, first ex–boyfriend, first person who can control me. First person who could build me and push me to my very best yet can destroy me in a blink.

I don't want to be with you for the rest of my life. As far as I knew you were the most inconsiderable yet unavoidable deception. You were the best of all the pricks. And I hate falling in love with you.

I don't want to be with you for the rest of my life. You kill me with your words. Every single line melts my stone hard heart. I hate being happy, yet you filled my everyday misery with sheer madness. I am madly in love.

I don't want to be with you for the rest of my life, I want to die with you.

From clingy to a jealous raging bitch, I can't describe the fact that in those despicable days I find you solely reluctant, fragile, one of a kind. It made me want to go deep; I forced myself into your dark, unreasonably melancholy life and I started to leave mine in a heartbeat. I was never aware that you, only you could take my grays away. I was never aware that love is inevitable, you were highly unpredictable. I hoped and constantly prayed for someone who could save me from my madness. I drowned myself in fear of losing you but I pushed you away too. I never knew that you and only you could give and take away my bliss.